Repetition

My mood is a broken record. Do people even remember what a broken record is? My thoughts keep repeating themselves and I haven’t found anything to break my focus away from the helplessness I’m feeling. My helplessness leads me into a spiral of self-pity. Looking at myself I just want to scream “Quit whining and do something.” I can only assume that’s what he’s thinking most of the time.

I can’t accurately express how I’m feeling in words or any other medium. It leaves me even more frustrated and I end up floundering and getting angry when I try to talk about it.

And my writing sucks.