Tonight I am sitting in front of the TV. This is a rare occurrence made more rare by the fact that I don’t have cable. I don’t want to be watching TV. I really don’t want to be doing anything. I don’t want to go to sleep tonight because tomorrow is a work day. I don’t want to keep drinking because I’ve been pretty hard on my liver recently. I don’t want to think about anything because I’ve been kind of hard on my leaky eyes recently too. I don’t want my phone to beep with a text but I also don’t want to be alone.
There doesn’t seem to be a good ending to the day.
I can’t help but think about the fact that I won’t ever get today back. I don’t want to end the day feeling like I did nothing positive. I need to force myself into a better ending.
I’m giving myself 1 hour and 38 minutes to turn the day around.
1…2…3…GO!
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