I am complicated math

When you go to sleep at 10:00p, your “middle of the night wake up” happens around 12:30a. I was thinking about how that used to be the time we went to bed and there I was, chugging diet pepsi and eating a failed cookie. When I got back into bed I had a hard time falling asleep. Every sound I heard frightened me that someone was in the house. Nightmares rightfully appeared when I slipped back to sleeping and they were nightmares about home invasion. Nice trick mind, nice trick.

I awoke with an odd pain in my upper right arm. Not a muscle pain, more of a nerve pain. I’ve taken some ibuprofen and it seems to be getting a bit better. It’s quite annoying.

I’d classify yesterday as an 8 or 8.5. It’s a progression of the mood that went into the negative feelings more than the creative positive ones. The graph in my mind may need 3 axis. Manic-Depression, Time, Negative to Positive. This is going to get complicated.

Well now that it’s only 7:06a and I’ve finished checking my daily “time waster” websites, I think I’m going to go back to bed and try to nab an hr more of sleep before starting my day.