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Monday, November 28, 2011

Day whatever


Seems like I took a bit of a break from blogging every day about my sleep patterns and mood or anything. I just didn’t feel like it for awhile. I could make a lot of excuses about how I was busy or how I got distracted and it’s all true but if I’d really wanted to sit down and write I would have. Now I find myself writing at work again. My office seems awfully isolated and quiet today. I even snuck some time to finish up a comic.

As far as sleep is concerned the progress I seem to have made was only temporary. The last couple nights have been fitful nights saturated with dreams, mostly negative. You can see the drak circles under my eyes. I don’t know if this has anything to do with dropping down to 1/2C. I’m going to write to the doctor.

When I write to him I’m also going to tell him that the progress with my mood has been pretty startling. I’m on day 32 and I’m feeling like myself but I’m much less excitable. Situations that normally would have turned my stomach and forced my emotional anxiety don’t bother me as much. I’m overall less anxious although I’m hesitant to say I’m less emotional, I was pretty weepy recently. I teared up because I loved Thanksgiving and then again because I love Kevin so much. It makes me silly.

This was the solution I was looking for. Now if I could just manage a good night’s sleep.

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