Day 17
It’s 12:39a and I’m preparing myself for another night of
sleep not much better than last night. Last night it felt as if I only slept
every other minute of the night. I woke up very awake every couple minutes or
so. I also had a really vivid dream that I gave birth to a baby girl with red
hair. I won’t go into the details but it was really scary and really real.
Took my L at 10:30 like a good girl but I don’t think I’ll
take the C tonight. It’s too late.
I’ve been feeling amazingly good recently and I’m worried
that it’s not the L, it’s the mania. This not needing sleep is an indication of
swinging that way. And I’m not as worried about this as swinging the other way
but I also know it’s knocking me off of my semi-regular sleep pattern. I was
doing so well too!
I’m also thinking about making a graph or some other chart
way of keeping track of my sleep other than this rambling blog. What do you
say, Excel? Shall we meet tomorrow night? Earlier than this?
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