Day 5
I took my pills at 10:30 but went to bed at 11:30. I had a
couple vodka and pepsis before bed. Probably 3 or 4. I was tipsy but it wasn’t
the same. I wish I could have explained it a bit better last night.
Woke up with my alarm at 7a this morning. I’m a little more
yawning that I had been bit the biggest change is that I had a really vivid
dream. A slightly erotic dream as well. It about someone I had worked with on a
show recently. He comes across as kinda geeky and wear glasses. But yesterday
someone posted a video of him. He’s a competitive breakdancer in his spare time
and doesn’t wear glasses. That’s probably why he was the star of my dream. We
took a trip to Maine together and stayed at a resort type hotel in the
mountains. He was flattering and romantic but I wasn’t into it. I kissed him on
the cheek for being sweet but nothing more. It was a very vivid dream and I
remember wanting to go skinny dipping.
Today I’m starting to lose focus with all that needs done
but I think I can hold on. I’m going to have some lunch now and then go to the
bank.
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