Day 7
Last night I stayed on schedule and 7 days of taking them at
the same time and going to bed at the same time seems to be a miracle. But it
was also the first semi-restless night. I remember moving a lot and waking up a
little every time I repositioned. It was also the first night that K was back
with me. I’m trying to remember but I fairly sure that it’s been 7 days since
that too. I wish I could look into this more but tonight will be back to the
same empty bed for awhile again.
I’m always hesitant to say I’m feeling better because there
are so many factors to how I’m feeling that I never feel confident attributing
an improvement on one. I can say right now that I feel more balanced than I’ve
felt in awhile. A long while. I’m getting interested in things again. There’s
been a quick social media spurt. I’m keeping up with a routine. I’m also not
eating horribly and I’ve been drinking in moderation! The one bad habit that
hasn’t stopped is biting my fingernails oddly enough.
I’m wary, I’m cautious but I’m feeling good.
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