My work flow is now stagnant. It’s 4:00p and I look behind me at all of the work I haven’t done today. How have I possibly sat at this big desk for all of these hours and have nothing to show for it? And what bad timing!
Work is busy. I’ve got schedules to get out and settlements to finish and invoices to sort through, not to mention the 2011-2012 season and budget looming over my head. Some of these to-dos are already in the red category. I’d also feel better if I could work ahead and be better prepared for the rest of the spring season.
I’ve been drinking Pepsi Max all day and it’s not helping. I’ve gotten up and walked around. Nothing is helping right now. My mind feels cloudy and tired. I think I might have overdosed on emotions recently. This feels like an emotional hangover. The highs and lows simultaneously just intensify the whole experience and I’m more aware than ever of an impending explosion. You’d think I wouldn’t be bogged down with everything after how much I sobbed last night. Maybe I’m just still internally processing it all.
This writing certainly isn’t helping me. I think I’m going to give up.
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