First impressions

Well I made it here. And I’m here. And it’s not horrible. Although when we normally would have jumped into bed there was a noticeable void. His kisses are only pecks but they’re there. And he’s gone for the night and when he gets home I’ll put him straight to bed. So I’m cleaning the room, putting away clean clothes and doing laundry then running errands to pick up my new birth control. I just wanted to let someone know, the internet know. Tell someone how I’m feeling. A little lost. A little bit like I have to be happy to make him love me again. And eternally lonely.