I feel horrible. I want a drink or 6 or just one percoset. I want to stop feeling anxious. I want to be able to focus and be productive and move forward. I want to feel refreshed in the morning. I want to want sex more. I want to exercise.
I have everything I can ever ask for. A good paying, secure job, a beautiful house to live in, and a fiancé who is my best friend and lover and a wonderful future. If only I could feel better about it all. Or figure out the problem so that I could fix it. Or explain it.
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