Another morning sabotaged by my subconscious. My alarm went
off promptly at 5am. The plan was to drag myself to spinning at 5:45a. The
instant I woke up I remember something traumatic happened in my dream. I now
can’t remember what it was but it shook me up. I was alert but something didn’t
want me to get out of bed. Almost like my nightmares calling me back, I snoozed
and then reset for 6a in an attempt to make the 6:45a class. But that brief
sleep was terrorized by nightmares, this time including child abuse.
It always affects my day and now I’m sitting at my huge desk
aimlessly clicking. My goal was to get enough done to leave a bit early but I’m
stuck getting nothing done until it’s late enough to give up. What’s wrong with
me right now?
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