Accepting that I have dynamic extreme moods and for 10 years I have been unable to alter any part of that truth, has led me to this realization; ifI'm only going to feel this good 50% of the time I must spread it around as much as possible in that time. (Note: 50% is a generous figure) I should gleefully share my blissful mania with as many people asI see. Say hi to strangers with a genuine happiness of having spoken to them. That satisfaction of having expanded my world just one personal interaction.
I must create every second that I can. Wring out the ideas from my mind while I still have this time. I will push myself to go farther and relax with the exhaustion that follows. I will eat healthy and grab that homemade muffin for breakfast before my walk to work.
I will exercise and stretch my body from the weeks of motionless. I will keep my heart pounding and my fingernails growing.
The world will be beautiful beyond belief and the possibilities of finding myself are in every cloud and every street corner.
I will categorize myself as a romantic, as an inventor.
**I wrote this while walking to work this week. My monologue was cut short when my former upstairs neighbor rode up on his bike and stopped to walk into the city with me. Normally I would be thankful for this but that say I saw it as an interruption of my thoughts. I was forced to be quiet and listen to his plans for his grand trip west this summer. It was a selfish thought but mine.
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