Strong or crazy

This was a 17 hr day and for some unknown reason I am still standing. At my kitchen counter. At my computer. Waiting for the laundry or for a chair to find itself under my rear end. Or a taco. But really, that’s always an option nowadays.

I am at once feeling accomplished and defeated. I successfully ran 3 events today that all went off without a hitch. At the same time I am neither recognized or appreciated for my efforts. My career is headed into a deep dark tunnel and I have no time for all of the pursuits I dream of.

I am still standing. I am either strong or crazy. Or both.